Tuesday, December 06, 2005!
HandWritten on; 10:54 AM
im blogging! hah i cant believe it.
dance night is coming! :D i'll only be in a pathetic 4 dances ): but oh wells i shouldnt ruin the whole thing right.
hmm. i've been thinking. you know it's really exasperating when you tried your best tried so hard but there're no return rewards kinda thing. people will never take time to care. becos they already have a perception of you since the beginning. doesnt matter if you tried to change. you tried so hard. all those crap about people will take note if you do change for the better what's important is that you even try people will know and lifes all going to get better- crap. im beginning to see the reality of life. im beginning to see things i never did before. and im beginning to stop believing stuff i've believed so much. now what i wonder is am i going to live life like this?
talk about you can always count on me. jus call and i'll be there. i'll listen and stuff. i'll be there. im waiting for the day when people actually mean what they say before they make any promises. [this paragraph is crap nth to do with me right now jus suddenly thought of them]
sighs. i guess all i can do now is to end on a happy note- at least.
-macs breakfast rock:D